ham ham's book ??!

'ham ham' lend me a book that day , by forcing , haha , long long time dint read chinese book , lots of chinese words , made me stim stim nw ... she said my post in blog is full of sorrow , hahah , don't worry laa , my life is still colourful , i not yet become rich , not yet have boyfriend , still have many things i havnt experience yet ... but don't know when i became a pessimist , think negatively , lazy to speak sometimes ... lack of confidence ? ya i think , trying to look for them back , but firstly i have to be slimmer , secondly train my english to be better , and so on...thx to my '9th lai' for lending me the book , i don't know whether it can known as a motivation book or not , but im trying my best to understand and finish reading it . ^^