don't ignore fat girl , okkkkk ??!!!!

Still without chinese star , aix ...forced to write in english again , so just make this as a practice for my muet writting .......

Year-end exam is coming , soon , but i havnt do revision yet , now only i can understand why the ex-senior told me that form 6 is a black hole , ya , the syllabus is tough enough , i start to worry that i cant even pass all the subjects , never face this problem before , first time 'am am' pass , first time do not want to do revision before exam , trying to make myself fall down heavily , people always say that if you can study form6 means that you are a great person , that's absolutely wrong , people who can graduated is only brilliant . i scared that i had chosen a wrong subject , will it better and easier if i choose account or sastera ??

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Celebrated yiwen's birthday ahead at lee sien's restaurant last friday(3/10) , my new classmate and my balai , i bought a bundle of sunflowers for her , first time i buy flower for friend , from k.l , petaling street , i 'hugging' it and go back by sj bus , all those passengers staring at me and the pretty sunflower , and the conductor keep talking with me , 'ah moi , valentine's day sudah over ~ ' ' ah moi , bagi saya satu laa ...' , haha , very annoying , but very funny , i enjoy that moment so much , cause people thought that the sunflowers were given by somebody , kaka ... i never get flower from others , i'm a very common girl , hope to receive flower one day later , and hope the day is coming soon , hee......

Still remember what yiwen wished on that day , out of the 3 wishes , two is also my wishes ,

First : get slimmer one day ,

Second : get a boyfriend soon .

18 , not a small girl anymore , won't simply 'pick' a boyfriend by the roadside , but hoping someone to 'pick' me up , hope to receive flowers on valentine's day , hope to get a boyfriend to teach me on studies , hope to have someone to fetch me here and there , aix ... pity fat duck duck , is it we must get in slim to have a boyfriend ??

( To those XY : fat girlfriend no good mey , then only u won't feel cold when u hug her ma , and u no need to protect her 24 hours , plus no need to worry that other XYs will snatch ur gf ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>.<"')

2nd of october 08

Planning to type in chinese in beginning , but bro did something to the pc that day , made all the programmes 'disappeared' , included microsoft word ... pity me , don't know where to get them back , don't know how to type notes after this ... aix ...

Went puchong to attend rcc meeting with suvin , moon , yanning and sir on the last saturday , hate to attend that , cause our alpha and omega were the worst , we din't voice out our problems and ideas at all in the meeting , the meeting held for 3 hours something ,we just sat at there like 4 'mu tou' , and sir slept during the meeting , so embarrassed...all those from other schools and colleges were speak in english , can't compare with them at all , theirs activities are more creative , more grand and more attractive , we are all from leos clubs , but different levels , that is still a large distance for us to chase them ...the world is not small as rawang , but we stayed in rawang for too long period , made our thinking became old fashioned , maybe that's why our club din't grow better but worse......