finally can online at home , keke . sis back from penang 'again' , she seems like studying in kl , back home always , honestly , bit jealous when i see how my parents treat her , i am a selfish person , i hate my life to be disturbed , especially when my 'profits' are getting harm .

chinese new year coming soon on end of january , the best time for buying new clothes , but it seeems to let me headache now , how a fat girl going to buy pretty clothes , what my mom and sis said really hurted my heart , that's not the way to encourage me what , but it is a kind of ridicule , is it fat girl should not paint on her finger nails ? and buy those girlish things ??