the 2nd t-shirt ( back )

the 1st t-shirt ..
the 2nd t-shirt (front)

19 september was ah zai birthday , didn't celebrate for him , just had a lunch together on sunday , with pitwah , y.moon , chui jie , sook han and few of his friends(forgot their names already,keke ) . I gave ah zai two black t-shirts as his birthday gifts , 1 with collar , another 1 without collar . this is the first time i draw on t-shirt , very challenging , plus my art is very bad , i used few nights to finish these . the colour i drew on the t-shirts can't see welly , might because of the t-shirts was in black colour , or maybe other reasons , the yellow ducks became yellow-greenish ducks , blue and pink colour became black , only white colour can see clearly . but finaaly , i completed the t-shirts , haha , although not pretty ... >.<''

what swimming pool stated for ??

Today ham ham mentioned a guy's name in school , let me think of many previous things , and those stupid and silly things i did towards him . i likes him for more than 1 years , but now he is so far from me , sure that he is very enjoys for his university life in sarawak now , aix ... no more sms , no more camp to go together , i even dare to view his friendster profile .

Not a handsome guy he is , not rich , and even no car lisence , definitely not a ideal guy im looking for , but why i still crazy for him ?? the great leadership he has , a very hardworking guy and also very independant . 'swimming pool' is the nickname i gave him , that is a story behind this , sure that you don't know that you helped me , took the water from swimming pool for me , but what for to mention that again ... nothing else will happen between you and me in future right ??! i won't see you again right ??!! i don't hope to see you again , i don't hope to go to that teacher's house again also , she will let me think of you . i think of you everytime i passby the 'jejantas' , the back of you , walking away , that is the last time i saw you , don't want to talk much with you during that time , purposely , tried to act cool , haha ...

My life can consider as fulfill now , i have to enjoy my life , but not wasting my time to think of you , i don't know how to swim ,im not a real duck , can't jump into swimming pool ...

went sin ma buy clothes with lsien and her sister yesterday morning ...we went there directly after muet tuition , 10 a.m. something ...but the shop still not yet open , have to wait until 11a.m , then we go downstairs for window shopping , but our "journey" finished in 20 minutes , still havnt reach 11 , then we started lepak again ...... finally the shop open , we entered it ... the two sisters started to choose their ideal t-shirts , one piece , two pieces , three pieces ,......first time i see two young girls buy t-shirt in this way , like strong wind blew over ... so scary , without thinking about the price and others ~~ made the shop owner very glad , keep saying " leng lui , leng lui " and gave us his name card before we back , haha , finally , the little sister bought nearly one hundred riggit , and the elder sister bought 5 pieces ...and me ? bought only 1 t-shirt , cost rm 10 , so embarrassed when i paid , small plastic bag with just only 1 t-shirt .. >.<''

ham ham's book ??!

'ham ham' lend me a book that day , by forcing , haha , long long time dint read chinese book , lots of chinese words , made me stim stim nw ... she said my post in blog is full of sorrow , hahah , don't worry laa , my life is still colourful , i not yet become rich , not yet have boyfriend , still have many things i havnt experience yet ... but don't know when i became a pessimist , think negatively , lazy to speak sometimes ... lack of confidence ? ya i think , trying to look for them back , but firstly i have to be slimmer , secondly train my english to be better , and so on...thx to my '9th lai' for lending me the book , i don't know whether it can known as a motivation book or not , but im trying my best to understand and finish reading it . ^^

to someone who is selfish~ >.<~

i don't mind to do extra work for club which excluded from my own post , but for those who having higher post than me , and cant do their own jobs properly and just know how to do work by using mouth , think well before what you say and promise , a club won't improve by just having meeting , ya , meeting is important , but pointless meeting is useless ~~!!!